HELLOOOOO
After a long time, I felt like writing again. Weirdly, even though I feel like writing, I am at a loss for words. So much to say, to express, to convey yet nothing at the same time. Ignoring my fluctuating mood, let me just be random and crazy as usual. New Year has already arrived and the posts keep rolling in my news feed. I do not what it is about New Year but it makes me slightly obnoxious if that's the correct term. It feels all jittery and anxious. I recall and invite a parade of memories to flood into my head - some which fill me utter joy, some which leave me incomplete and some that make me breathless. Nonetheless, in very simple words 2013 for me SUCKED. BIG TIME. Now, don't get me wrong. Yes, I am slightly pessimistic and cynical and skeptical blah blah blah but I do appreciate beautiful memories - if they are beautiful. 2012, for example, was one of the best years of my life, for several reasons, even though it ended on a bitter note. Yet, 2013 came in like a storm and left me in a hurricane. I am not sure where to begin and where to end, what to carry forward and what to leave behind, whom to love and whom to dislike...all of it was confusing. However, I am looking forward to 2014 and hopefully, this year will give me some of the best moments of my life. Till then, let me just stay home and procrastinate on my English essays. It's ironic how I was bursting with happiness to blog again, and the next moment I stare at the my essay questions and groan. Life is mystical. Anyways, that's all I had to say...to all of my invisible, nonexistent readers.
31/12/13
Nandita
